PASSION

Since I was young, I've been learning traditional Indonesian dancing on-off and have always had an interest in hip hop. But I never really took lessons for that till about a couple of years ago when I was in Year 12.
I took classes throughout the year at MMA. but went overseas at the end of that year. When I came back to Melbourne, I haven't been taking any classes at all up until yesterday.

The feeling of getting back into the groove and learning ways my body can move was AWESOME!
learnt what they called the 'Roger Rabbit' and heaps more but there weren't really any names for the others.

And next week I will be learning how to 'lock' :D so excited! can't wait!!!

...she cries herself to sleep everynight thinking of him...wishing he held onto his words...

Call me crazy/insane/messed up/a waste of time but I'm still hung over you... why? HA! I don't know...

About 16 more days, a year ago = your birthday = was when everything unraveled.
Everything we thought was wrong, was actually acceptable and fine.

I had a conversation with your best mate. he kept mentioning you.. and we joked around.. but inside it was killing me.
the conversation between Mr.A & I
Me: ok, enough about him.
A: why change the topic? emang mau bahas soal apa lagi? ( what else is there to talk about anyway?)
Me: I don't know.. anything will be great conversation.
A: Isn't he great conversation?
Me: klo bahas soal dia (if we were to talk about him)... trust me i have a WHOLE book about it... many pages with plenty of chapters.

i really really miss you. each and every day.

And yeah, i am fully aware that i may be young, selfish, foolish and clueless... but i mean it when i say these words. I Love You.